HeAD*0veR-hEELs

2009-06-06T23:50:00.000-07:00

had bmt's first amazing race yesterday
dam tiring
but fun nonetheless
then went wildwildwet with daniel and others
damn fun
though we gay-ed pretty much of the time away

quite a few days passed since holidays started
guess wat, i got a laptop
my very first
virgin laptop user..no more!
training's alright
alil tougher cos fatter and all, shant elaborate!@

chalet in 2daysd!@
mmm..

2009-05-25T07:14:00.000-07:00

went re-ben-cun to have lunch with khwanfa before he leave tmr
byebye thai!
last night went popo's place
her birthday!
HAPPY 81ST BIRTHDAY!
photos:cousin and uncle
none of the pictures ever posted were shot by me.T.T
gotta use my camera more
esam was depressing

midst of exxams

2009-05-08T23:24:00.000-07:00

finding it a pain to study
gonna play badminton ltr
gonna lsoe me some fat.;x
and gonna haf the dream body
[go to my facebook profile if you wanna noe how that looks lyk.;p]

tuesday geog and mtl
anyone hear the alarms going off in my head?><
HAHHA
plans for holidays(yet to come)
:
-uhh,[yet to plan]
bball maybe?

2009-05-04T04:26:00.000-07:00

seating partner-pohrong
praveen's manly face, whoo!hot.
reuben
prav & carol

photos since who knows when,
none taken by me.><
apparently, my phone is fun to take pictures with.o.o

alright day,,
exams drawing closer
keep it up.:)
study hard ppl
[whoever ppl may be]><

2009-04-24T19:30:00.000-07:00

i am starting to hate weekends
dun get to go to school.>< DANIEL

played basketball
jovan taught me to shoot
hoho
poor bengchin spraint his ankle(?)
other than that,
yesterday was pretty boring
netball won
champions of TIER(?) 2
grats

2009-04-23T04:51:00.000-07:00

pull up sucks,
gotta start training for next year
watching 'the biggest loser'
some show which makes ppl lose weight
maybe one day i'd be on it.><
keep your eyes open!
yeah, have chem and mtl tests tmr
gotta study too..

life aint all about the sweet nothings you hear before bed
in the end,
what do they end up as?

2009-04-13T05:13:00.000-07:00

had to wake up early this monday morning,
to rush to school just to do damn physical
ended up only being dam sleepy in class
dammit,
training was fun
games throughout
shiok playing with ernest[botox pork] ;P
poor thing
whole training we keep asking him to open his eyes
jengyih has overactive salivary glands. :D...

having friendly tomorrow
Singapore American School(SAS)
the guys there are supposed to be quite good looking
[hear that jethro?];x
i love american ascent.
hahas..
goodluck and play hard!

2009-04-06T04:30:00.001-07:00

you made me feel,
you made me learn to care,
all over again
just so that you can what?
gif me a tight slap
and awake me to the reality
that is
any love story
which ends with 'Happily Ever After'.
is just a fucking lie
a stupid fairytale
a little kid's little daydream
whatever you call it
i'll pack up my bags
im leaving.

after saying so much
i've heard enough
i love you
i loved you all along
thru de deception
i was there
dont say i din care

goodbye,
godammit

2009-03-31T06:39:00.000-07:00

lost today's match scoreline:3-2

ohwell

doesnt matter.:)

proud to be playing with anglicans(?)anglicansians(?!)

we can try harder next time!!

2doubles won.

mostly because their strong players played singles

ehh.. gif the doubles some pride once in aswhile.:)

had meeting till about 8

touchy matter.

but still, train hard

it may hurt at times

but its worth it!

amk badminton!muacks baby,iloveyou!xD

2009-03-26T06:34:00.000-07:00

9.37pm

still doing chem..

enough of crap

you are a great fren

but in the court

you are too headstrong

too stubborn

you train hard, i noe

but that doesnt mean you're the best

everything that comes out from your mouth

is never pleasant

count the number of times

i encourage you,

and you encourage me.

i noe at times you cant stand me

and there are times i cant either

but we're still partners i guess

train hard bro!

2009-03-23T02:43:00.000-07:00

back from batam!
thought i'd drown in the boat ride.><
too fat..
batam shld be known as mosquito land!;X
bryan got 30++ mosquito bites.><
scrumptious blood.xD
training thr was...early..
waking up at 5am is not for me!
reached back sg at about..1pm?
spilled salty coke on myself.-.- laugh too much..
then went lan till about 6..
dont rmb too much about ytd.><

today..
went back to school,,
whats with all the bangs man??
tot why suddenly got japanese dolls and biker moms everywhere ;X
ahwell, school was school..
then went for cboys training..
hoho, runn my doggies.xD

and here i am,
gotta rush work!

2009-03-18T08:58:00.000-07:00

rather depressing day..
getting sick and tired of badminton..
thought it was gonna be my life or smt
god..
thr's just so much messing with my head
mind you,
dogs dont haf small brains..
got dam pissed off while playing
so i aiming the opponent's head
yes, thats what i enjoy doing;X

apart from all that..
my birthday's over.:(
got a phone.:D
though its red[sis says its girly,perhaps it is, ahwell], its cool!
thanks for the shoe bag.>< sexy orange
better than y dad's nike golf one.xP
& thanks for all the birthday wishes..
i feel dam old..><

2009-03-17T07:03:00.000-07:00

played SAFRA tournament today..
with fat and painful legs..
kept thinking of pig legs while playing.
cos keep cannot reach ball..
but opponent was SEC4!! so im consoled.;X
and made some frens thr..
:)
match score:10 and 16..
[moral of this story:LOSE WEIGHT]

then went chambers with daniel,
played lyk one match?-.-
won.:D
but worst player.><

alright..should(could) be leaving for batam on friday..
cos thr's possibility that mr quek wont allow..
no tchers going..
gonna be millionare thr.:)
exchange rate like..: 1SGD-->8000Rupiah?
hohos..

2009-03-15T05:26:00.000-07:00

Family Day yesterday..
building sandcastles is..a tiring and sunny experience
lucky i ran off to play halfway..:)
but still got slightly sun burnt, tsktsk
no more fair skin and beautiful skin.;X
i feel lyk i left my arms on the tug of war rope
its rather pain, troublesome when it comes to bathing..
everywhere seems hard-to-reach now.
played vball badminton style!!

tuition,
blahblahh..
glahglah..
flahflahh..
till dinner
went suki(?) sushi
with casper,han,iggy,(png),sebas [C.H.I.P.S]
then ended up lan will 11?
FUNFUNFUN...
dam funny L4D-ing

and todayy[sunday,15thMarch,year2009](:

had tuition in the morning,
i think the teacher must have been rather shock to see that..
I PASSED MY CHINESE!omygoddd
(for her would be..)
WO DE TIAN AHH! NI JI GE LE!! JIN WAN YAO QIN ZU!
then went play basketball with beng, vince and korean..
fun man..then went velocity walkwalk.
quite okay..
see you ppl around.

2009-03-12T07:02:00.000-07:00

had night training

dam tired

and i dont friggin get partial fractions!!

had 2nd round with keatkee and jeyseng AGAIN.

lost AGAIN

worse, 9 and 15..

played lyk crap, ohwell..

out of pilot pen..

at least still got safra,><

SINGLES.

badminton's my life man!

hell yea!

basketball today too

played lyk shi@t.

1pointer also cant,

lucky got jaselyn shooter..

*claps*

crappy day

really hope tmr would be better.:)

2009-03-07T17:54:00.000-08:00

stayed at desmond's house last night
after watching PUSH
whoo, dam nice show.
at first i tot its gonna be some lame show about PUSHing doors open.
cos they started the movie by opening a door.><
but oomggad!the movie's dam cool
i wanna be a shifter[cassanova] xD
but i think i look lyk a screamer.><
dont noe what i'm talking about?
go catch the movie!!:D

spending sunday at home i guess.
waiting for tutor to arrive.
dummgummyummpummhummjummwummrummfummtummbumm
vummsummzummcu**

2009-03-05T06:07:00.000-08:00

i love fridays!

one thing cos its the end of the week

another is something you ppl may not need to noe:)

10.12pm, just reached home

hadd training till 8plus?

whooo, feel so lucky xD

though i played lyk crap,,

still..LUCKY>:D

tomorrow having celebratory dinner

MARCHE!

had bday celebration today,

thanks mrTOH,

you rock our socks.><

quoted from:JONGxiuyuan

nice seeing you today!!

2009-03-04T04:15:00.000-08:00

getting high doing maths.><
the world seems to be such a brighter place.=X
waAHaHAhaHa
all over a smile..which may not even be for me!!
i dont really care.xP
it still rocked my world!

about today,
geog was...indescribable
rather boring,funny,dulan
bor-ny-lan.O.O
failed maths..again
went home straight after school
no more distractions
the biggest one would be at novena.:X
(yea,you may not noe what i mean)

no, i aint emo about anything
im just sulking about it.><

thats all, thanks caroline.:)
&PRAVEEN,POH,
for making my day enjoyable

2009-03-02T05:10:00.000-08:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

Amaths test tmr,
its 8.03pm, just reached home,
in other words,
gonna fail tomorrow
training was tough but finally feel lyk we're being trained
and not constantly training the c boys
introduction of my new seating partners:
pohrong-the nutty one. always acting out drama plays in her seat.:) but enjoyable to seat with
to the right to the right:caroline-counseller which play by her own rules, tsktsk. my owner.woof-.-
to the right to the right to the right:praveen raghuram pillai!ever-entertaining, has the sleek indian accent which i can never get sick of.
to the left:peirong-very quiet, tallll! makes me feel short at times.
to the left to the left:samantha-maths rep!loves to bug ppl for maths work, i aint handing in my file!!><
front!:ganweilih!annoying at times, soft-squeezable cheeks and has a cute way of sneezing.'achh!'
diagonal:clarissa JONG-very comfortable with herself, good frens with zhenyeee. wants me to break my DIET.[obviously not working]

ahwell, thats about it,
still alot of ppl i haven gotten to known.

im tired,nights

2009-02-25T06:07:00.000-08:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

morning had prize presentation
table tennis both teams got in nationals
wow!!
when giving out prizes
clap as long as you can
can skip more of first period,,;x
english!
class gonna be taken over by miss (JANE)?jay?J?
feel a little sad for her..
she seems so soft spoken and quiet,
easy prey for kids.:P

wet wet day,
borrow newspaper aunty in canteen,
jovan got horny and went to share umbrella with another aunty.:X
tsktsk, then the aunty walk ahead of him,
still ended up getting wet.:)
yh and his little meimei in canteen
duno what else they do behind our backs..

think the world is a better place this way

2009-02-20T06:34:00.000-08:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

lost to RI, lost to ACSI
played against keatkee,
for all of you who dont noe[he's my pri school fren, who used to bully me]
lost 21-16, 21-10
quite happy with how we played.:D

but ACS match played badly, shant elaborate.
had chem and english compre test tday
chem is quite fun, miss low is bully-able.
unless you piss her off
then she'd pinch the crap outta you.><

till now, im still hoping,
call me stupid
call me dumb
but im still here,
and with you on my mind

2009-02-15T05:02:00.000-08:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

had sand castle building ytd,,
ahh, dun remind me.
not very fun
had ppl spoiling it
so serious for wat?
you dont care me i dont care you.
happy man..

went to watch look for a star today
then went to study..
experienced something called 'doing work' ;P
then went to cut my ugly dog hair
& here i am,
see you

2009-02-13T06:07:00.000-08:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

we cheered our lungs out
but thats the result
thats the ending
at times i wish i could just do sth
to make their countless hours of training worthwhile
for the bgirls,
there's still hope.
but for the cboys,
enjoy whats left.
i tot i could guide you through the match
and prevent what happened last yr to happen agn
it happened to me last yr,
and when you're a leader
you cant help but feel you've let awhole lot of ppl down,
for each blunder, for each mistake you make.
i wonder if any you felt this way,
the way i felt last year.
i hope not, the feelings sucks
its miserable.

yet, life goes on, time still goes by.
cheer up yah?
happy valentines, thanks for the lollipops.
if i die of diabetes, you noe who to blame.xDDD

2009-02-05T05:48:00.000-08:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

blog popularity:2

steady lahh.

anyway,

about today,,

had p.e.

soccerr! okay lahh

i lyk one big target board,

let ppl shoot

but good keeper kay!

about training..

started off fucked up.

all the juniors dont noe their place

tell them dont do things,

they diedie must do

they lucky i dont make them suck balls man

wtv. and i just cant keep my frustration over every single thing down

anybody who pisses me off tonight is dam bitch

yeah, well i cant seem to play well anymore.

thats all,

and i cant fucking get you outta my head,heart,thoughts.wtv

2009-02-04T05:39:00.000-08:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

played against kent ridge today,,
won but play lyk dog!!
hope can do better if playing against 'siao gao' from queensway.xPP
after match still come back do sprinting
wa, jialat.
even more lyk dog
now body still aching..
tomorrow PE gg man

haha,
now go wait for ashwin's dedication

2009-01-31T19:41:00.000-08:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

had my first taste of gambling with my uncle last nite
my dad was gambling halfway..
then he say
you sit here watch until very good rite?
should noe my secrets by now.xP
btw, his "secrets"made him lost lyk 90 bucks last nite.>.<
LOL
but in the end,,
i won back at least 60?:)
they say i got 'poker face'
hehe!!
all the times i lied to mummy and daddy is useful after all.xP

today will be going to uncle's place
gonna play tennis thr.;X
i think i'd be busy running away from the balls lahh.><

2009-01-29T05:59:00.000-08:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

happy 44th post.(si si)'die die'
but hope i dun die so soon yeah.><
school has been alright
today got scolded by Mr Ling!@
fck sia,
why our class so jialat
line up for p.e. also dun wan
talktalktalk all best.;(
knn, some dogs cant quit barking
ahhwell.
after school went hwa chong friendly
quite shack,
then still must go back amk training.*__*
just felt lyk sleeping on the stage.xP
[scared wake up w/o my clothes.*_*]

thats about it,
cant say anything about nothing else.
take care ppl[1 yonghan] :P i noe its only you.><

2009-01-12T05:45:00.000-08:00

da jia hao!@.*__*
so many days passed ever so quickly
we're back in sch
i guess things are fitting in nicely
i lost my pants.D:
yeah,well
we broke up.
-shant be elaborated on
south zone draws are out
Bdiv boys are guarantee top4.=)
(otherwise we can throw away our rackets and join green club).-.-
but the entire Bteam is sorta worried bout the Cdiv
their draw is bad.
same as us last year
but they stand a better chance i guess
they've got better players.;x
not saying i lousy!!**><
but they're really good.
good luck to all.=D

now trainings are to mostly help the Cdiv,
dun mind i guess.=)
[what a caring captain]
xP
anywaes
from now till after south zone,
we're not allowed to engage in any physical activities .o.o
oohs, too bad,[hotel 81]xP

anywaes, thats all for now
take cares ppl!
see you.

2008-12-11T18:32:00.000-08:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

at airport now
gah,
not even on the plane
feeling airplane sick.:X
help
gonna miss singapore!@
my bolster!@!T.T
anywaes
if you see this
i'm missing you.D:

2008-12-10T05:27:00.000-08:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

leaving in two days.D:
waiting for farewell gifts ;X
dont think i'd recive any.-.-
just alot of BGR matters
and getting caught in the middle of them :O
alot of ppl suddenly jio clara, =X
very fishy..
eitherway dam dulan alr
wanna whack some dog
dye hair think big alr!@!
!@!#!@#$!%!$!#T.T

2008-11-29T05:57:00.000-08:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

back from chalet,
back from camp,
bed
-i miss you.
personal toilet
-missed you too
chalet was fun
-brought the least money
-got to see you again

camp was tiring
-got homesick
batam was worse
cried when i missed family.><
-now im back
i wanna sleep

2008-11-16T04:21:00.000-08:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

!@@#!$#^^*^&$^#%$&&))
back from batam(land of cheap stuff)
eg.instant noodle, 90cents ;P
training was tough
and haf manymany bruises everywhr :(
&&
tmr still haf tournament
hohos!
gonna own anywae.xPP

btw,,
UPDATE LE!!
but still dont mind if you munch me.;P

2008-11-03T19:02:00.000-08:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

hmms,
holidays seem to be dam boring,, :((
everyday seems to be filled with hitting shuttles about. O.o
&& we so dam busy
gonna find a day to drag you out! ;P

leaving for batam in like 6days?
feel free to send me postcards yah!:)

2008-11-02T06:45:00.001-08:00

its time for me to buck up in my studies :D

2008-10-30T22:23:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

angeline here.
this dummy, chew zhi png seriously have no life.
so i shall add some life to him :D
i shall do a good deed by helping him post.
his life is extremely ohh-so-boring.
all he does is hang out with another lazy bum called lowyonghan
both of them lead their so ohh-no-life life xD
thats all
*claps claps*
:D

2008-10-23T19:45:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

had some track and field meet ytd
it was wet,slippery,slide-about-ish
went to play bball afterwards
argued with my fellow bull-mate.
i never knew my words hurt so much
sorry bull.

whats of us now?
all the things you say
ring about in my head
im not gonna say this to your face
so what the hell is wrongggggggggggggggggg?

2008-10-21T05:06:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

post exam activities over?
hope so i guess
went lan after sch
ohgod, like more and more no life
was fun anywae i guess.:)

training,
gah
i am supposed to be a reformed captain-ish figure
its weird to have to ever look up to someone like me,
i know
:all my team juniors(who cant read this) 0.0
i will try to make this less weird
to ever have to call this
unexamplary, unfair, unforgiving person
-your captain(big boss[hohos]) o.o

as for whats going on today
i'd rather not talk about it(to myself)
since there probably shant be many reading:(

2008-10-18T07:42:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

went swimming today!!
with han, leong, sebas(iggy&justin din wna swim)
gah
poor fats got exposed.><
eitherway,
it was still fun
ate ice cream-covered pancakes.
-to add on to the fats.;X
went on to talk about stuff.

nt sure why,
but dont wanna think about whats gonna happen next year,
so confusing
i cant do what i want,
pros and cons about everything.
TOONKIA!!(coins)o.o stupid streaming

2008-10-16T06:50:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

received the wonderful results today,
dam pissed off,
but i cant blame anyone,
but myself
cos i din study during mid-year.
and expect to study and pull myself up?
hah!

hope i can make it to chem.
dont know if thats a good thing.

-short post,
as compared to my normal
-composition-long post

kiss goodbyeeee.

2008-10-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

nothing but a smile on your face
nothing but your hand in mine
nothing but your skin which touched mine
nothing but your voice in my head and around me
nothing but your eyes which i see.

-thats what i am all about
ooh yeah baby!
a love like this.
yepp,
sounds really cliche && drama
BUT
things are better.:)

went to school today,
just to receive papers?o.o
history could've done better.
and learnt how we're gonna be streamed
i dont wanna think about it
i dont wanna know whats gonna happen
but i guess its best for the future?
gahh..so i shant say anymore!

went to play basketball with chin, wince-y , KHWANFARRR
& the PlAiN Old yongguang.;x
got wounded,
bang-ed into superbull-khwanfar!
thought i got into some car accident or something.D:
anywaes, thats all for today

nights

2008-10-14T04:36:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

everything's fine.
i gave her a hard time,
and i am happy with it.
i gave her everything she doesnt need,
so i am done,
i've given up on what i thought was forever.
at least i am trying to.
we dont need this.
but for now,
they're all you need.

2008-10-10T08:18:00.001-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

gahh
early morning went for the fcking first training since holiday,
senior(@#@$#$#^&^kagkdn) coach us,
until now,
i wan pangsai also will stomach cramp
wah!
anywaes,
went out with shaun in evening,
met entai then went play pool?
suuper off le,
dun haf my godlike form o.o

i miss going out with you,
ços i dont really haf to care about what i am doing wrong, when you're around.
i know you'd wont despise me.
gah,
all i'm trying to say is,
hope we get to go gaigai soon!

2008-10-09T06:46:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

today,
paid a visit to lan and bball,
feel more and more no life
-seems like we do this everyday
then went to play badminton

and here i am.

i dont know whats changed,
and i dont know why i feel this way.
maybe this is a way to let you know how i am feeling,
you're not well,
i know.
and i'm sorry i cant show that i care.
instead,
you still show me that you love me.
maybe thats the most impt thing.
we know that we love each other!xp

im confused

2008-10-08T18:52:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

exams are over,
feel so free,
like can jump around the place.;p
-though will haf earthquakes. :((
& singapore will drown, uhoh!

yupp, anywaes,
hope to haf plans this holiday.;]
nightnights

2008-10-04T22:02:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

cant wait for exams to be over,
cos honestly,
times suck now!
sure all of you haf heard someone say
-it feels like leaving a part of me behind.
miss going out and all,

staring at some stupid four walls around me,
wondering why the space beside me is empty.
will it remain that way for weeks to come?
trying not to think about it and all,
but it is just so fucking wrong.
hope this holiday doesnt screw.

what can i say?
its a down-ed time.:((

2008-09-27T01:08:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

exams are up,
ohgod,
alot of people are mugging,
at least i imagine so,
i may as well practice writing wif blogging =]

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27september 2008

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anywaes,
take cares ppl,
goodluck for exams.

its not about the hugs,
kisses,
nightly goodnights,
daily goodmornings,
its just something you've always showered me with,
i love you, baby

2008-09-25T05:46:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

today was alright,
really alright. :)
had 3periods of ssrp,
played around in the music lab,
loved it,
for a moment there, we looked into each other's eyes, not sure what you saw,=X but it was nice.

really glad there aint anymore problems,
hohos,
did hecon advertisement video,
casper makes a good actor. its true, =P

really tiredd,,
nights ppl.

muffins!
good!xP

2008-09-24T04:59:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

you say you'd miss me,
you say you'd love me,
yet,
why havent we talked things out?
whats the point of hoping for a miracle,
when you let the chance of ending the argument,
slip right out of your reach?

we're so young,
you are so sweet,
why do you deserve this?
you dont really want this to end,
so why let it?
think for a moment,
did i ever care about other girls?
yes,
i scolded you,
i got angry at you,
the whole world has the right to know,
but you're nice enough,
to keep it to yourself.

face it,

thats what has happened

today was alright,
or at least i wish it was.
why do you ppl have to pass your judgement,
on what has nothing to do with you,
on something that was never rightfully yours,

it spoils EVERYTHING!
fuck all of you,
for taking away her trust in me,
taking away her love.
dont you all see?
she actually did all those wonderful things.
if she didnt,
i wouldnt say all this,
why label her as someone bad?
you guys misunderstand,
get this through!

she nvr scolded me,
she never did anything so terrible,
& i'm finally able to see,
what has been going on,
underneath my nse,
this past 15months,
she's my girlfriend,
thanks han for the advice,
really made alot of sense to me,
shared it with her too,
hope thats alright,
can call me wussy if you want..=[

will you all please help each other comprehend that,
its none of your business.

2008-09-22T03:36:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

today passed,
rather starting to hate school,
bahh,,
1st. can se3e no touch?(if you get wat i mean) =[
2nd. making me miss going out,
3rd. feel like a complain queen.

hohos.
but today had a wonderful experience!
got to see a whole new world..
like disneyland to a little boy/girl,:DD
got to see.. my girlfriend's house!
always imagined it as some little quaint house,
by the hillside,
with some smoke coming out from the little chimney.=]
(my dream home)
anywaes, thanks yah, baby :D

smth i wish to tell you,
though at times it may not seem true,
whenever you want,
you may look into my eyes,
and hear the little one,
i love you.

2008-09-19T07:45:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

learnt smth today
-caring for ppl hurts,
some stupid dickheads,
who'd rather waste their life away
drinking,
smoking,
fighting.
you must as well get laid and end your life right away!

-nothing's completely yours(learnt this lil lesson before eh?)
thats what we have kindergarten for,
learn to care and share?

!!!
heckkk!
at least for the earlier parts of today,
life's filled with girlfriend.:DDDDD
went around hub gaigai-ing around,
love that girl,
had tuition afterwards,
& here i am.

ohmac donald had a farm,
eeyaeeya-o,
& on his farm he had a duck.
eeyaeeya-o,
& a quack quack here,
& a quack quack there.
rhyme goes on..
-for all those who wish to relive childhood with me?=X

yupp,
hope you'd get better.

-leave out all the rest,

2008-09-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

had a rather fun-filled day, yah?
iap final performance was today.
liked tengkiats dance,
tho i dislike him,
its like,
credit should be given when credit is due?=X

went ta watch MAMAmiia! after school,
touching show, filled with popcorn?x]
had some welcomed visitors to my house,
permanently leaving their footprints in my house(walls) ;P

girlfriend ,
i dont wanna be the same wussy i was for the past 15months?
please haf your long-deserved freedom,
to be the friendly, lively, lovely, oh-so adorable person,
i know you will be.:D
as long as at the end of the day,
the others guys dont touch you,
dont hurt you,
dont kiss you,
dont hug you,
-my job?=XXX

l0ve you as long as we last,
happily ever after,
thats our ending, :))

2008-09-17T07:57:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

being a wednesday and all,
today sorta dragged,
had oral aft school,
tester was fierce like dog.>< style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">someone would cut my hair for me,:X
reason being i cant reach.;P
the first thing the tester said to me was like,
turn around!(thought she wan whack my ass or wad) :O
"your hair is too long, it is against the school rules!!"
ahwell,
my ass aint that nice to whack anywaes.;P

thats all,
nites ppl,

-aint she cute?;D

2008-09-16T05:22:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

changed blogskin.
rather cool i guess.
found the acoustic ver. of some song i really like.=P
sorta chabor song,
but i like it..(neither am i sexist) -will be chopped.><
some beloved girl of mine is probably still sleeping,

-today, dropped the all-impt eeyore,
so now, gotta be castrated(tok diao!)
imnotafraid!
cos i know she wont touch therethere.xP

afterschool,
had some plaster game with sec1s,
then ran into sebasTION,
so went to his house to play mahjong.=S
han was mia the whole day? :x
had some stupid stomach pain, tmd.poor toilet.>< style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: rgb(51,255,51)">as long as you're by my side,
please belief in how much i love you.:))

buhbyes,baby

2008-09-15T03:18:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)

so here's today,
went observe han's dancing,
after much observation,
joined in the hopping.xP
its like,
everyone around suaning me that they can handstand,
even the smelly bull no.1(leong) can do.;(
being a average human and all,
couldnt help but try,
to all those at my size,
dont try handstand!
-easily injured
-looks really malu(legs opened bigbig)

to all wussiess(like me) ><

learning to share is never easy,
its like in kindergarten,
you've got a toy you love so very much.:D
there's always someone gonna try and get it instead!;d

but in this case,
holding on tight may not be the best thing
simply cos,
it feels like you're holding down happiness.
not much good.
you'd like your toy to be happy right?:)
lucky for me,
my toy is all mine!:DD

2008-09-13T18:52:00.000-07:00

as the times we quarrel go by,
i know your patience wear thin.
for each moments we spend quarreling,
its simply cos of me.
i'm a stupid guy,
thinking he understands the world.
truth is.
i dont even understand,
that i'm a fucking loser without you.
you told me what went wrong,
its sad to know that out of the 15month,
we spent together,
its the last sentence you will speak to me,
-that i will finally comprehend.

2008-09-12T07:16:00.001-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)
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i am going to die!@!@!@
1. of the guilt im feeling
2. knowing that she might haf-ed moved on.
3. losing han's bball.(i swear i will get it back/buy a new one)
4. realising that she wasnt the one that wanted me to go watch movie,
it was her fren ask her to ask!!!i feel like a despo fuck!

i may live on~!~!~! ;D
1. maybe she still hasnt moved on.
2. maybe maybe maybe..
3. cant think of any more.
4. something/someone/somewhat/somewhere/someway, she's happy.

climb into school.
'cos not invited to watch the fcking lantern festival!
you think your festival big isit?
knn,tell us to come,
then ask us go away.!
mrs chan save face la!
she xia suay!
tell us to come de
ANYWAES@!@
-story goes on.

din see anyone familiar other than shawn tey in light blue singlet and tights.
shld haf taken photo.
ohgod.ccant upload anywae.cable spoilt.
left through the fence again
relived my fear of height again
but tried my best not to show.

ate, talked, went home.

fuck today
!@#$%^&*(*()_)_+)_*()*(*%&$^#$%!@#$

2008-09-11T02:52:00.000-07:00

our hearts are still intact.smile =)
heres what happened ytd.
-went hub after sch ALONE to get something.
-met up wif leong, bes, han.yap and a few others, dun wna name
(in case forget to name some.=X)
-played basketball until like 7?>< style="font-weight: bold;">today
had study group aft school.omgod
i dun think anyone could've studied much.
everyone listening music?=X
hmms. learnt alot from chiasoon about streaming into diff classes.:)
thought i had lost my beloved watch given by the even more beloved Eeyore Lam.xP
"dont tell me you lost it!i chop you!"-Eeyore Lam.:D

thats about it for today,
-dedication to those who haf fallen out of love before.
no matter how terrible/horrible thing feel,
you cant drag on this way yah?=)
you will always be loved by someone, somewhere, somehow, somewhat.

but for those in love
-hold on tight.
-esp. for those who have Eeyore lams, hold on esp. tight.:))))))))

2008-09-09T07:34:00.000-07:00

[our hearts are still intact.smile.=)]

today seemed long, tiring, depressing.
maybe cos a whole lot of it was spent knowing that our relationship's on the line.
Wussy zhipng: "oohs!why?why?why?! why my life so terrible? my girlfriend not happy with me!
my studies like sh*t...sobsob...crycry..."
-but all these things are could haf been avoided,
we could haf been happy instead.
-cos i failed to do somethings
-cos i was lazy to study
-cos i treated her Terribly.
i'm sorry.
not going to fool around.
not going to think about nothing else.
just you and me.
and perhaps some smelly textbooks and notes between us.
-i need you to tutor me.=X

school was school-ish.
had study group during ex-training time.
rather productive with jenson testing bryan and me science.><

went home feeling rathr lonely.
played a game of dota after talking to you-temptations.=X
and here i am..
pls dont link this blog.thanks-dont wan ppl think i stuck up or wat.
-private blog and all.(just a very pathetic blogger)><

nights.i love you baby.
its happening, right here right now.

2008-09-08T06:29:00.000-07:00

W@RNING! first time blogger.=X
please dont scold me.
yupp.so far, only invited angeline!(girlfriend)@&*%$^#xD,
han(good friend), chinleong(blackmailed into it?)=X,
sebastian(good friend and a half)
-only this ppl are invited to view hmm.
-you guys wont scold or suan me too badly i guess.=)
-some of you couldnt be bothered to.=X
-feel free to consider yourselves lucky.=P

here i go...you may take pictures of someone lyk me blogging?
really is weird yah?>< style="font-style: italic;">sorry baby..

CCA stands down today.
good i guess.gifs me more time to study. really need it now.
but doubt i can reallyreally study. :poor attention span
i guess the reason i am so talkative now is that she 's gave me another another another another chance.:D
yupp.++got to spend some time wif her in class yah.
doing the things we're best at!xDD
(dont think sideways, we're still virgins)

thats all . nights.

2008-09-08T04:29:00.000-07:00

first post .testing..testing.1..2..3..